I've just realised that my first and most loved internet nickname - "Absint"(he) actually means nothing more than a "Green-Eyed Fairy".
Damn, I have always, always been a SAD boy, from my core and bone!
Even before I allowed myself to acknowledge the happy truth :)
Now, that's embarrassing.
Back then, I was quite consciously referring to famous: "After the first glass, you see things as you wish they were. After the second, you see things as they are not. Finally you see things as they really are, which is the most horrible thing in the world." of Oscar Wilde.
And, the fact that I'm dangerously addictive in large quantities..
PS. Some would say, I should be feeling gay just by picking up Oscar Wilde's quotes as guidelines to my identity. What can I say, my life has taught me to open my mind horizons far before I got an opportunity to spread my... ah. Arms, to anybody?